I'm very alive and well these days.

It's been almost a year since I left this username behind, so I thought an update would but a closer on everything...maybe.

I lied, I said I would stay away from DA and from writing...but I didn't and don't.  I still write quite a bit, though not as much... it's one of the greatest outlets I have.

My reason for leaving DA last year was a personal dilemma, and I reacted on impulse and just left everything behind... A lot of the poems I deleted I won't ever see again because my only copy was on DA.  
I can't say that the "dilemma" is over, I don't think it will ever be... there's just too much that wasn't said on my behalf to feel like it's finished... even though I know that certain people just don't want to start over for reasons unexplained and unapparent to me.

basically my best friend stabbed me in the back and still won't talk to me, even though all I want to do is forgive him so I can move on already.





But that's okay, there's more amazing people in my life, like my boyfriend... who is utterly amazing, and makes me smile so much it hurts.

oh yeah, and my best friend (Jenna<3) who just never fails to make me laugh, no matter how horrible I feel.

Now if only I had time for every single person and thing.












good luck finding my new poetry, I'm not sure how well it's hidden.

XO